I only heard that the death of loved ones affects you. Some drink more, some begin to view life differently.

The latter happened to me after my mom passed. And there’s more to that than you can understand from afar.

But here’s the conclusion:
Do what you really want to do. Love everyone as much as you can. Have faith and then wait till you’ll die. Life is vanity—full of as much shit than you can ever imagine.

Hagios A. Akins